postsecret part 2

there's something about myself that i've been doubting for the past 2 and a half months.
but now i know it's true.
what the heck am i supposed to do now?


yesterday was a really good day.
since it was minimum day, we really didn't do anything in any of my classes.
0-per. we sat around and talked. discussed our costumes we have to make over the break.
1-per. watched evan almighty. as i sat around making friendship bracelets and eating cheez-its and granny smith apples.
2-per. princess diaries and writing a christmas card to a soldier in iraq.
3-per. ate leftover party food. finished cards.
4-per. randall and i made a mistletoe hat. it was actually pretty funny. mr. shultz used it on mrs. shultz which was pretty cute and chris used it to ask casey to winter formal!
5-per. well i don't have a 5th but i went to greg's TA class.
after school, greg and i decided to go out.
we went to the village, saw brian, audrey and jarett.
greg had some "sammies" while i listened to lifehouse on his laptop.
next stop: innout.
number one double meat with lettuce pickles and spread only=$5.19
we got fries thrown at us. compliments of sean.
then greg dropped me off at bianca's house while he went home to take a shower.
me and bianca had a good talk about secret journals, boys, snowboarding, and christmas wish lists.
it was funny because there were a lot of random people at her house.
a little later greg picked me up smelling clean and nice but we didn't know what to do next.
so we went to the PH mall.
i almost burned down greg's car when i dropped the ciggarette heater thing and it landed in between the seats.
(don't worry i don't smoke)
i coudn't grab it because it was soo hot
"heidi! get it! get it! we're gonna die!"
but we ended up safe and uncharred.
we saw everybody and their mom at the mall.
got massages at linens and things
"lets get it on" marvyn gaye
"in the mood"- that one big band swing song.
stayed in the pet store for a while while i wished for a puggle and greg, a dwarf hamster.
watched music videos in ae
said hello to michel.
and then left.
greg had to go to work so he dropped me off at home.
ate some spaghetti, downloaded some music and then set off to audrey's house.
when i got there only christine and irene were there but we made it fun by eating sugar cookies and watching hot rod.
which is a super lame movie, but i'll admit it. i was cracking up.
then allie came with her "posse" of football players. travis, mikey, ilo, and brandon.
camille came shortly after along with alison.
we just sat around the fire talking, trying to warm up, playing games.
greg came and right behind him, chris.
played telephone, shh, ten fingers(which i came in a close second. right behind ilo), and behind the green door.
drank hot chocolate. :]
and ilo seranaded us on the piano and the guitar.
then audrey wanted to go for a walk.
but we ended up taking the truck up the hill to the secret spot.
greg, audrey and i stuffed ourselves in the bed of the truck.
when we arrived, ilo was being brave while the rest of us were just being cold.
chris and i huddled together to keep warm but it wasn't working.
chupacabras and samoan ghosts.
on the way back chris audrey and i were slipping and sliding in the bed of the truck with the lid down.
travis's excuse for alll the swerving was
"did you see all those squirrels in the middle of the road?"
haha.
unfortunately, i had to leave.
as soon as i got home i conked out.