lately

i haven't been writing in my jounal lately,
and so much has been going on.
audrey has inspired me to take my journal everywhere and write in it all the time.

so after school today/ aka after lunch.
i decided not to get a ride home from greg or call my brother to pick me up.

something was telling me to stay at school for a little longer.
so, i did.

i sat on the planters in the front parking lot and was writing in my journal when who can come along but none other than andrew ho !
i am so proud of him.
he has been so excited for jesus lately.
and i can really see god working in him.
he had a class but he actually took time to sit down and talk to me.
we talked about college and he told me how he was baptized last sunday.
i told him about my brother and he was excited that he's going the right way with his life.
before he left, he asked
"is there anything you want me to pray for?"

i didn't say anything.
"well, "
"that you can get better with your walk with the lord?"

"yeah.."
"ok !"
"ok thanks andrew"

i decided not to tell him.
because it was too long of a story, he had to go to class, and i probably would have started crying.
i know God brought him across my path for a reason.
i just don't know if i fullfilled that reason.

oh and i saw a familiar face today.
i think its sad how i haven't told her anything.


"uhm. the cops are here...and they asked for heidi."
they say i'm at risk.
excuse me but that's the biggest piece of bull i've ever heard